do i miss you?

yesterday was your last day of this year and you told me "plase drop by before you leave" maybe to say goodbye?
i dont know coz we just ended up talking same shit.

i dont remember how many times my ex-bosses sent me that line on various occasions sometimes for good reasons and sometimes for bad ones.

i was bloody sure that your mail was the happiest i’ve ever got.
it made me feel that you cared about me in the same way i did.
i show you my affection and you show it back.
it swings back and forth.