you decide everything

one of my friend turned to 24 recently

though birthday is no longer the day you can be simply

happy， recently i found myself thinking that

getting older is not as bad as i had thought

cause i am feeling i am growing not only physically but

also mentally

like， i used to see myself as a heroine of the tragic

story if something bad happens

i used to blame everything on someone else， something else

but now i know if i am troubled， if i am depressed its

not someone’s fault but its MY fault

whether i could be happy or not is on my shoulder